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[pandorabox]

Heeeey guys... this is the entry I never wanted to make.

I've been waxing on and off about this for... a really long time now, putting it off time and time again because it was easier to just not think about it than it was to address it. DDD has been such a constant in my life up until this point that it's almost impossible for me to imagine not being here. It was my very first LJRP, the home of some of my absolute favorite CR, and the game that really, truly got me back into the RP scene after being away from it for so long. I've met so many wonderful, beautiful, talented and friendly people here, and it's by far the most welcoming game I have ever been a part of. I have had so much fun in my time here, developing my characters and their relationships/friendships with others from different canons, and it really does kind of hurt to think that it's finally come to this.

But I really don't think I can put it off any longer, not with how hectic my life has become. It isn't fair to you guys for me to just sit here and ignore it when you all deserve so, so much better. So... it's time to rip off the proverbial band-aid and do what I've been needing to do for a few months: I have to drop all of my guys. And I know this is ill-timed since we just got a new MLP cast member, but if I hold out any longer I'm just... going to make it worse on myself and you guys.

I've held on for so long here because of the CR, and it really does pain me to have to let it go. Please please do not hesitate to contact me for a musebox/DR post because I will jump on one of those in a heartbeat, especially if it means I get to revisit some of my absolute favorite relationships in this game. I-in fact, since I know Kaito has talked to/met so many people here... so if you guys want to assume interactions behind the scenes that is perfectly okay with me.

I'm also still on plurk if you guys want to talk to me there, or at anesidorian if you want to friend me on LJ. Just because I'm not on DDD anymore doesn't mean I want to lose contact with you people 8(

Thank you thank you so much for some of the best memories that I know I'll be cherishing forever, a-and who knows, you guys aren't going anywhere, so maybe I'll reapp again one day! No one ever stays away from DDD for long XD

I love you all, and I'm so sorry I'm being so... flaky about this, and dropping the ball majorly in the last few months I have been here (that part especially is unfair to everyone I had plans with, and I'm really truly sorry). And please continue to be awesome. I'll be stalking you from afar for sure ♥

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Comments

[blackblooded]

<33333

[pandorabox]

♥

[tyki-tock.livejournal.com]

ffffffffffff, it won't be the same without you, sweetie.

[pandorabox]

It won't be the same not playing here ♥ you guys are wonderful, I'll stalk you forever 8(

[crackpotcrocker.livejournal.com]

*hugs* mops up tears

Dropping your first game isn't easy. I know but if you feel like you need to do so don't feel bad. You can always, always come back.

^{And I totally will still follow you on your personal journal and plurk <3}

[pandorabox]

Aaah I'm glad ;; I still want to talk to you guys!

And if it doesn't work out you can bet I'll be back in a heartbeat.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Holy crap, end of an era. ;__; It'll be so weird not having Kaito around the comm. But seriously, you do what you need/want to do, and I really hope you aren't feeling too badly about this BECAUSE YOU COULD NEVER LET US DOWN, YOU ARE AMAZING. ♥ We'll be here if you ever decide to come back, and if you don't, WE'LL STILL BE HERE ANYWAY AND YOU'D BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH VIA PLURK/LJ/ETC. GODDAMMIT OR I WILL CRY THOSE LITTLE GIRLY TEARS FOREVER

[pandorabox]

adpiojfopasdfj THANK YOU IDDY I'M TRYING NOT TO CRY OVER THIS (LITTLE GIRLY TEARS EVERYWHER) BUT I JUST... CAN'T HELP IT ;;

I promise I'll be back if I miss it too much, but right now, I just need to let go. I'm going to miss everyone ;; I JUST HOPE YOU GUYS STILL TALK TO ME BECAUSE ILU ALL.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

I DO NOT HAVE THE APPROPRIATE ICONS TO CONVEY MY SADNESS WITH THE APPROPRIATE ACCOUNT, BUT GISELLE AND I ARE SUPER SAD RIGHT NOW.

But I understand. Sometimes you just have to drop. :( I'll see you around on plurk so .../clings forever

[pandorabox]

♥♥♥♥♥♥

/clings to forever too ;;

[cannotbelieve.livejournal.com]

I saw this coming a long time ago, and I did my best to grab your attention over and over so we could keep you. Still, if you really want to go, you were having more fun at Route anyway. It's impossible to stop somebody who starts to drift away, no matter what you do.

[pandorabox]

I'm so, so very sorry 8( I love this place so much but my motivation is just shot because I've been here so long. I still love you all though and if I start to miss it too much will be back in a heartbeat! ♥

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

Ok I stared at this for like, 10 minutes trying to get my brain to work. It was a blast to play with you Styx, you will be forever the Kaito/Akako to my Aoko and Hakuba and I pretty much decided to app them because of how amazing you were.

You are amazing, my friend, and I will never stop loving you ;; I just want you to know that you shouldn't feel bad and that I wish you the best luck.
(http://s1028.photobucket.com/albums/y350/10061983/Gifs/?action=view&current=3fece937.gif)

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

Also.... Holy shit, I realize now that Hakuba is going to flip epically at this. And go mad with Doyle and Moriarty trying to fix and lock stuff. Good thing that Haibara is still here.

So It's ok if he's the one who notices Kaito/Kid missing?

[oceanicbutterfly]

♥

You realize of course you will never, ever get rid of any of us.

Karen HATES YOU FOREVER.

[pandorabox]

I would never, ever want to ♥ ;w;

KAREN DON'T HAT ME ;A; HE'S STILL THERE IN THE BACKGROUND. IF YOU WANT TO ASSUME INTERACTION

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

/never defriends ever

it's okay styx we still love you forever ;u; and you will never be able to escape us entirely no matter how far you run!! :T we'll welcome you back with open arms if you ever decide to come back /;3;/ and one day you and I have to musebox Kaito/Minatsuki man *u*

speaking of aksfjag MINATSUKI IS GOING TO... FLIP...... s-sob ;A; oh god.

[pandorabox]

/NEVER LEAVE EVER

Aaaah I'm so glad ;w; I WOULD BE 100% HAPPY TO MUSEBOX KAITO/MINA WITH YOU, I love their CR so hardcare *3*

SOB if you don't want her to freak out please feel free to assume she's talking to him behind the scenes 8( Even if he loses community access he will do his BEST to keep in contact with everyone ever!

[originaldragoon.livejournal.com]

YOU'LL BE MISSED! It is going to be hard to imagine DDD without Kaito, but you do what you have to do. RL comes first after all.

[pandorabox]

I'll miss this place so much I can't even express it ;w; But I'll still stalk you guys and come back if it becomes too much. ♥

[twotailmechanic.livejournal.com]

It's sad to see you go, but I understand. Good luck with everything. ♥

[halfthetrouble]

O-Oh... ;; You will be missed, Styx. DDD will not be the same without you. We'll be here if you ever decide to come back. <3

[killerbaseball.livejournal.com]

...

sdgdfhghklastgr

I WILL STALK YOU FOREVERRRRRRRR ;_______;

[stare-master.livejournal.com]

Don't let timing get to you. It's much better to step out when you know the situation has gotten too tangled to do things very well.

I myself only came here recently because for the past four months or so I've been trying to recover from trying to keep up with RP when my life wasn't letting me - all it did was stressed me out more, which whiplashed into me being a godmodey little stubborn bitch that ruined the game I was in for everyone involved. As of such, DDD is like physical therapy for me at the moment. You definitely don't wanna get to that point. RP is fun, RP is not meant to be another obligation. I'm certainly not stressing. ♥

I know we only had brief interaction, but... can I stalk you? owo My fandoms seem to be split between "I don't want to deal with anyone else in this fandom" and "NOBODY ELSE HAS THIS FANDOM T~T" so finding someone who's actually pr. awesome and shares a fandom is something I like keeping hold of.

[warlordoftheweb.livejournal.com]

I'm using this journal since it's the first one I ever met you on :>

I just wanted to tell you that you're the first person I ever had formal RP CR with, and I want you to know that I really appreciate you putting up with my Bowser at the time and giving him someone hilarious to work off of. Thank you for being around dude, and I hope that you won't let dropping here get you down. I hope that, if life leads you back here, you rejoin us, but I also hope you have fun no matter where you are :>

And besides, let's not lie, DDD players are in all sorts of games (including route lmao) so I doubt you're going to get rid of us just because you had to drop here XD

[visestvita.livejournal.com]

FFFFFFFF it's gonna be... well, it's gonna be weird without you ;3; I loved the threads we had together, especially Kaito and Adachi being ridiculous, and Wesker... telling him to jump out a window. THANK YOU FOR THOSE MEMORIES ♥

[sternefacade.livejournal.com]

but

but

kaitokilt

/cries forever

[positivecharged.livejournal.com]

baby /reaches for

mama loves you forever

[brbgonefishin.livejournal.com]

We never had a lot of CR, but it'll be hard to imagine DDD without you. ;_; Take care!!!

[seventh-gospel.livejournal.com]

B-baaahh, hiatus-y stuff meant I missed this until now.

I will miss you! And you didn't hear this from me but Bass will miss his BFF. We have GOT to do some musebox stuff!

Catch you on the flip side ♥