Finals are coming up for me, meaning that this week and most of the next will be so busy that I'm pretty much going to lose all ability to pretend that I can keep up with RP. So I'm going to stop pretending for the time being and go study!

I'll be back and less late on tags when this is over; this only affects Emilia here.


If anyone needs anything, you can find me at my usual journal (feral_phoenix). c:

Heeeey guys... this is the entry I never wanted to make.

I've been waxing on and off about this for... a really long time now, putting it off time and time again because it was easier to just not think about it than it was to address it. DDD has been such a constant in my life up until this point that it's almost impossible for me to imagine not being here. It was my very first LJRP, the home of some of my absolute favorite CR, and the game that really, truly got me back into the RP scene after being away from it for so long. I've met so many wonderful, beautiful, talented and friendly people here, and it's by far the most welcoming game I have ever been a part of. I have had so much fun in my time here, developing my characters and their relationships/friendships with others from different canons, and it really does kind of hurt to think that it's finally come to this.

But I really don't think I can put it off any longer, not with how hectic my life has become. It isn't fair to you guys for me to just sit here and ignore it when you all deserve so, so much better. So... it's time to rip off the proverbial band-aid and do what I've been needing to do for a few months: I have to drop all of my guys. And I know this is ill-timed since we just got a new MLP cast member, but if I hold out any longer I'm just... going to make it worse on myself and you guys.

I've held on for so long here because of the CR, and it really does pain me to have to let it go. Please please do not hesitate to contact me for a musebox/DR post because I will jump on one of those in a heartbeat, especially if it means I get to revisit some of my absolute favorite relationships in this game. I-in fact, since I know Kaito has talked to/met so many people here... so if you guys want to assume interactions behind the scenes that is perfectly okay with me.

I'm also still on plurk if you guys want to talk to me there, or at anesidorian if you want to friend me on LJ. Just because I'm not on DDD anymore doesn't mean I want to lose contact with you people 8(

Thank you thank you so much for some of the best memories that I know I'll be cherishing forever, a-and who knows, you guys aren't going anywhere, so maybe I'll reapp again one day! No one ever stays away from DDD for long XD

I love you all, and I'm so sorry I'm being so... flaky about this, and dropping the ball majorly in the last few months I have been here (that part especially is unfair to everyone I had plans with, and I'm really truly sorry). And please continue to be awesome. I'll be stalking you from afar for sure ♥

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